Women Tears

someone asking "why GOD create woman that too easy for crying?"
GOD answer "When i create woman, she should be someone that special. I make her shoulder strong enough to carry on the world, but soft enough to make everyone comfort beside her.
I give insider strong for pregnant and give birth and receive anything that her children make her hurt.
I give her violance to make her always be rigid and patient when the others give up and always keep her family safe, and cozy.
I give her sensitive heart for loving her children in every moment, eventhough her children make her so hurt.
I give her more strong to always cheers up her husband whenever bad things happend
and finally I give her tears to drop, this is especially for her to use whenever, whereever she need it.
As you know, beauty of woman not only from her clothes, her make up, and all of those this that she was show.
Beauty of woman should be see from her eyes, because in that eyes you can open and see where is love placed"

Hai Gadis yang Dahulu Berkerudung

a poem that written by my best friend in his facebook. so cute, but i am sorry i have choosen my world ^-^.. but "thank you so much, you are care of me, really thank you ^-^"

Hai gadis yang dahulu berkerudung
Apa kabarmu hari ini
Sudah lama kita tak bersua
Banyak perubahan yang terjadi pada kita

Hai gadis yang dahulu berkerudung
Terkejut aku melihat hilang jilbabmu
Bukan terkejut karena menyalahkan atau membenarkan
Karena bukan hak manusia untuk menyatakan

Hai gadis yang dahulu berkerudung
Ternyata memang pilihan kita berdialekta dengan waktu
Berdialekta dengan keadaan, berdialekta dengan kekinian
Karena itulah pilihan hidup yang harus kita lalui sendiri

Hai gadis yang dahulu berkerudung
Selamat atas pilihan dan sikap hidupmu
Meski ada yang setuju dan ada juga yang menyesalkan
Tetapi itulah pilihan yang tidak bisa di intervensi siapa sa
Hanya engkau, waktu, dan tuhan yang tau jawabannya

Hai gadis yang dahulu berkerudung
Jangan kau tanyakan sikapku bagaimana
Bukan wilayahku untuk menjawab
Tetapi kalo engkau memaksa
Sebenarnya aku lebih suka engkau yang dahulu

try to know, try to understand

i know, that i am not the right person in this position
but as you know, everyone have a chance to learn
even that from the beginning

i wanna learn anything
please dont make me down

Want you to Want me

I am here give me a glance, been following you like a shadow
this is how i spent my time dreaming about our days tomorrow
Another day has gone bye another moon another sun
i can wait u for you my love
dont want to do any harm
just trying to get your attention

sometimes i walk away coz i know that we cant even be together
sometimes i close my mind i cant keep this love for my self any longer
somehow i have to find the right time to say that
i want you to want me, even in my dreams

i hope you know who i am through the letter i have sent u
i know i am not the only one wanting and dreaming about u
two different between us, you are in the spotlight far from my touch
i cant wait here forever
for a sign from your eyes
the magic i wish i could have

should've walk away coz i knew that we cant ever be together
should've closed my mind should have known that this love cant go any further
should've stopped my self from this dream
coz live will never want you to want me
even in my dreams

this is the real me

whatever i wear, what ever i use. everything that i want, i just wanna do!
Please dont judge me with everything that you think its better.
i know what's better for me, because this is my life, this is my world.
and i wanna do, everything that i want

AFRAID

What they say what they say what they say

You speak out all you feel is defiance
All you need is some self-reliance
Cause this world is gonna always try us
And all you wanted was to run for cover
Well here's looking to yourself and no other
We're all searching for that special something
And we keep on running

We all have the choice to take the lead or follow
I want to feel the light shine on me

You're so afraid of what people might say
But that's okay cause you're only human
You're so afraid of what people might say
But that's okay you'll soon get strong enough
You're so afraid of what people might say
But that's okay cause you're only human
You're so afraid of what people might say
You're going to break
So please don't do it

You wanna spread your wings but you're not sure
Don't wanna leave your comforts
Wanna find a cure
We're afraid of who we see in the mirror
We wanna let go but it feels too pure
Who wants to be alone in this world
You look around and all you see is hurt
But the light it always finds us
If we move with a little trust

A diamond don't define what shine is
I don't need a Rolex to know what the time is
You got your let me find what mine is
I'm a survivor look how strong my mind is
I stand on my own it's all me
Regardless of whatever they call me

I'm a leader not a follower
And I'd rather be paid and popular
Ride homie get your dollars up
We're in the belly of the beast that already swallowed us